Realised how much I love one person. I get to see him in a few hours and i have no idea what he's going to say. I feel like an idiot because i don't have the courage to tell him that i love him, but i wonder if he will have the courage to break up with me.
3 months.
And this is how it ends.
There is so much to say, but i cant choke a single word out.
Yeah you can call me pathetic but there really isn't much point I already know that i am.
I'm scared.
I don't know what happens next, i don't want anyone else, ever.
I don't want to go back to being that girl who was always alone but was able to make a reputation for herself among some of the worst.
I thought this was it.
I thought he was it.
I now realise,
I
didn't
know
shit.
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